I'm at the university. Tired. Pissed. A lot of things have been happening lately. Since I've been in Fantasia I haven't had time to write or check anything out, so I'm updating right now and trying to catch up for these last days. So.... this semester seems like it's going to be hell hard, with tons of work and very tough teachers. It's not something I can't handle, but I know it'll take a lot of effort and overall, constant dedication. I just realized I'm half way in my career and once I get out, I'll probably have a very high position in the POMIF (or that's what I hope). Thing is, I'm still looking forward to these different experiences.
It seems like everyone's stressed. I was talking with Carol, who has Zachary now to take care of. He's a beautiful baby boy. Lucky little bastard has Carol's deep blue eyes and Leo's brown hair. I can tell he's going to be just like his dad... don't ask me why, I can tell. The baby is very active. It seems he doesn't like sleeping, specially at nights. Leo's been a WONDERFUL father. Since he didn't sleep in med school, he's trained to be awake at the second. I can't say the same about Carol... she doesn't seem to be able to wake up, or so she tells me. She's fallen in love with Leo all over because of this extraordinary talent of his. I told her, "It's not a talent, it's called STUDYING MEDICINE." Anyways, they've been both occupied. Carol is on maternity leave, but she still works at home and sends stuff to the office. I think she's one of the smartest lawyers I've ever met... I wouldn't want to be against her, though, she's merciless, LOL. That's why she's the main lawyer in Delton Industries after all.
Lucy is happy too. (She's always happy, jeez.) John and her have officially commenced the proyect "Baby search". I never call her, but Carol (my informant) tells me you can't even call their house, they'll never pick up. Lucy... PREGNANT? Poor baby.
Eric's article was published. He's happy, he's the president, he's in his best moments.
I, Ashley Vasser, have also been busy, as I've said.
I think about life. Sometimes you don't get what you want, but the thing is you continue going on, never giving up. Truth be told, I think I have the right to say certain shit, and people can't answer 'she doesn't understand', cause, believe me... I DO. I've been through a LOT of crap, and I think I can deal with much about everything. My best advice, is to continue being yourself and to fight on. Okay, erase that, let's talk in a more 'me to you' language:
It's very easy to give up, very easy to retire and say you're worthless, very easy to go into a corner and cry your heart out. It's easy, indeed, but it gets you nowhere. You're better off dead if you're just going to take space from other human beings. Pull your act together, make yourself worth it, make your existence something worth remembering. However, do it with class, do it with Style... don't regret your actions. I've done plenty of mistakes and I've screwed up in more than one occassion, but my one way out has been to keep on going. When my world was fucked up the one thing that kept me going was the conviction to make things right. It takes a lot of self-assurance, a lot of dignity to keep on.
Damn. I have classes now... and I still wasn't done writing about my theories.
In another fast note: My mom and Ivan's mom were drinking TEA together. EH... WHAT IS THAT ABOUT? JEez, now they're best friends and shit. Oh my, oh my... I AM IN TROUBLE.
It seems like everyone's stressed. I was talking with Carol, who has Zachary now to take care of. He's a beautiful baby boy. Lucky little bastard has Carol's deep blue eyes and Leo's brown hair. I can tell he's going to be just like his dad... don't ask me why, I can tell. The baby is very active. It seems he doesn't like sleeping, specially at nights. Leo's been a WONDERFUL father. Since he didn't sleep in med school, he's trained to be awake at the second. I can't say the same about Carol... she doesn't seem to be able to wake up, or so she tells me. She's fallen in love with Leo all over because of this extraordinary talent of his. I told her, "It's not a talent, it's called STUDYING MEDICINE." Anyways, they've been both occupied. Carol is on maternity leave, but she still works at home and sends stuff to the office. I think she's one of the smartest lawyers I've ever met... I wouldn't want to be against her, though, she's merciless, LOL. That's why she's the main lawyer in Delton Industries after all.
Lucy is happy too. (She's always happy, jeez.) John and her have officially commenced the proyect "Baby search". I never call her, but Carol (my informant) tells me you can't even call their house, they'll never pick up. Lucy... PREGNANT? Poor baby.
Eric's article was published. He's happy, he's the president, he's in his best moments.
I, Ashley Vasser, have also been busy, as I've said.
I think about life. Sometimes you don't get what you want, but the thing is you continue going on, never giving up. Truth be told, I think I have the right to say certain shit, and people can't answer 'she doesn't understand', cause, believe me... I DO. I've been through a LOT of crap, and I think I can deal with much about everything. My best advice, is to continue being yourself and to fight on. Okay, erase that, let's talk in a more 'me to you' language:
It's very easy to give up, very easy to retire and say you're worthless, very easy to go into a corner and cry your heart out. It's easy, indeed, but it gets you nowhere. You're better off dead if you're just going to take space from other human beings. Pull your act together, make yourself worth it, make your existence something worth remembering. However, do it with class, do it with Style... don't regret your actions. I've done plenty of mistakes and I've screwed up in more than one occassion, but my one way out has been to keep on going. When my world was fucked up the one thing that kept me going was the conviction to make things right. It takes a lot of self-assurance, a lot of dignity to keep on.
Damn. I have classes now... and I still wasn't done writing about my theories.
In another fast note: My mom and Ivan's mom were drinking TEA together. EH... WHAT IS THAT ABOUT? JEez, now they're best friends and shit. Oh my, oh my... I AM IN TROUBLE.
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