Yesterday night, Veronique, Caterina and I got together, just for some girl 2 girl conversation. (Oh... right now it's raining, I love it when it rains).
Veronique was telling us about how she barely got to see Nathan, about how she wanted to have a heart to heart conversation with him etc. I didn't know very well what to tell her. She's very stressed, with too many things in her head, and I'm impressed that as a human being she hasn't just broken down. That gives to say she's very strong. But still... I don't know what I can do to offer her some 'support'. Well, I'm there anyways, or will try to be always. Ahem.
That aside. I had a huge row with Caterina. Why? I don't KNOW why! Apparently my ideas are bullshit to her and no one can understand THE ENORMOUS AMOUNTS of pain she goes through. Well, I don't GET IT. She's been going for Eric for HOW long now? They're finally living together and what else could she possibly want? What happens after that? Does she want commitment? I'm SURE that will arrive at its own time.... BUT SHE SPENDS so much time worrying that she doesn't even enjoy what she DOES have. She thinks she's TOO available... PLEASE. After so much fighting and pulling away from the other it's only FAIR they're available one to the other. But see, this is ME. This is me thinking she likes complicating herself with her MIST! Pisses me OFF how she suddenly relates her "COMMON ELEMENT" with Veronique and I really never got to see it. She starts talking she feels like a wifey and you have Veronique who is about to become a wife and doesn't know what the hell's going happen. AH! And then I think it's ME who should not voice her opinions and keep quiet.
Maybe I should shut up if she's going to get so pissed at listening to what I think is the truth! Well, then prove to me I am wrong. It shouldn't take her much. AH! She told me everything she's gone through with Eric is CALCULATED. ~GASP~ AHHHHHHHhhh!!!
IT WAS NOT.
And if it was so CALCULATED then why the hell did you make ME worry about how you were feeling and such, if all the time you had your master plan and knew what would happen!?!
...................................
... ~breathe~
That aside.... Rink wants to do a BBQ. I agree with the idea... it actually sounds cool... we do have a big backyard. Who-- will cook the BBQ, though? Rink? O__O I've never seen him doing anything related to it....
Maybe Caterina and I can talk then.
Who knows?
Veronique was telling us about how she barely got to see Nathan, about how she wanted to have a heart to heart conversation with him etc. I didn't know very well what to tell her. She's very stressed, with too many things in her head, and I'm impressed that as a human being she hasn't just broken down. That gives to say she's very strong. But still... I don't know what I can do to offer her some 'support'. Well, I'm there anyways, or will try to be always. Ahem.
That aside. I had a huge row with Caterina. Why? I don't KNOW why! Apparently my ideas are bullshit to her and no one can understand THE ENORMOUS AMOUNTS of pain she goes through. Well, I don't GET IT. She's been going for Eric for HOW long now? They're finally living together and what else could she possibly want? What happens after that? Does she want commitment? I'm SURE that will arrive at its own time.... BUT SHE SPENDS so much time worrying that she doesn't even enjoy what she DOES have. She thinks she's TOO available... PLEASE. After so much fighting and pulling away from the other it's only FAIR they're available one to the other. But see, this is ME. This is me thinking she likes complicating herself with her MIST! Pisses me OFF how she suddenly relates her "COMMON ELEMENT" with Veronique and I really never got to see it. She starts talking she feels like a wifey and you have Veronique who is about to become a wife and doesn't know what the hell's going happen. AH! And then I think it's ME who should not voice her opinions and keep quiet.
Maybe I should shut up if she's going to get so pissed at listening to what I think is the truth! Well, then prove to me I am wrong. It shouldn't take her much. AH! She told me everything she's gone through with Eric is CALCULATED. ~GASP~ AHHHHHHHhhh!!!
IT WAS NOT.
And if it was so CALCULATED then why the hell did you make ME worry about how you were feeling and such, if all the time you had your master plan and knew what would happen!?!
...................................
... ~breathe~
That aside.... Rink wants to do a BBQ. I agree with the idea... it actually sounds cool... we do have a big backyard. Who-- will cook the BBQ, though? Rink? O__O I've never seen him doing anything related to it....
Maybe Caterina and I can talk then.
Who knows?
2 comentarios:
Wow, Just have to say that I really love your page!
You girls need to settle down and actually LISTEN to each other before EXPLODING ><
Either way... a BBQ >> How horrible. What's the occasion? Not enough cows to kill?! ~shudder~
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