Too Much of Me... you can't handle

Satisfying, Mortifying, Venting...

True enough, you can't deny the fact that I'm hot.

Oh yes, and I have too much self esteem. Be as it may, I'm glad I do have. Somehow, that attracts people... makes people comfortable around me. You know, I like being surrounded by large crowds, talking to them and usually being their leader (bow to me, humans! haha) Just kidding! Well, it's good that I have a very strong personality... usually when people are reading porn you wrote about a guy that YOU DON'T LIKE, you just had one fleeting moment of lust for, you... become embarrassed. Oh hell! Like Eric said "Dudette, blame Canada!" He's been watching too much South Park. True. I has.. shocked, but now it's kinda a joke for me too. So, I wrote porn, that just says what a wide imagination I have! Arrrr! Alright Alright.... I'm gaining a percent of everything's that being sold.

HE read it, though. It's strange to think. I don't care about the world, or what they think, but... that he knows... breaks me, NOT in a bad way, mind you... it's just embarrassing... jeez, I'm glad it wasn't THAT hard core... I mean, sure there were moans and penetration, but I didn't even get started. I'm a Scorpio, blame the stars. Anyways, I joke around with everyone about it... but I can't seem to see him straight in the face. During the Student Council meetings, I put my ipod and transport to Mike Shinoda's world, where everything is "Numb" and "Breaking the Habit". hahaha.

Caterina got pissed off at me because I didn't include her on my porn. Umm... well, that was for obvious reasons. But I explained that I had written songs about her and such! hey! She's my best friend, though sometimes we want to kill one another, but she IS... you know... just that... my friend. OVERDOSE is slowly working it's way up, and we went to play to this guy's party. There, I invited Cat, with a special VIP invitation and I performed a song I totally dedicated to her and our friendship. I hope no one recorded me.... but.....

I was dressed in pink, and I was actually looking sexy and cute. hehe... CUTE... I don't like looking cute, but I think Caterina appreciates that I do things like that for her. If you don't sacrifice yourself for your friends then for who?

Anyways... I hate selfish spoiled brats, who think clothing and materialism are a way of living. People who should be admired are those that even having the means actually want to make a difference. I don't know. Our Band, OVERDOSE, exists for the sole purpose of transmitting a message with the music. It's alternative rock, but it's meant to be something, to transcend, to make a difference for humanity. I'm not in the best of schools to have this attitude, but nonetheless people are willing to listen to me because I'm hot. this is sad, but true. I get most of my admirers because of my proyection in every sense, I also get most of my enemies this way. That's the reason why I don't limit myself to Rockefeller. We got to clubs, we go to the other schools, we move so that people will move along WITH us. That's how we got that Usual playing at that popular club. people want to hear Overdose, want to know what WE have to say.

However, Rockefeller sucks sometimes. So many plastic people who don't care about shit save Gucci shoes. Please. I don't need to say more.

Anyways... My concert for Cat!! I looked cute... but SSSH!!