I've been in a rather good mood lately. Well, aside from the fact that I almost died on Wednesday, things haven't been so bad.
What happened on Wednesday? Oh, I was sick, but not your average type of sick... I was enveloped in true, skin burning, body devouring pain. Thank God, though, Leo personally dropped by the Academy to take care of me. (Apparently Draven gave him something to teleport and he was there ASAP). Draven was there with me too, though he couldn't stay very long, due to obvious reasons. So, for most of the day I faced the pain on my own, not being able to move, or do anything at all. When I get THIS sick I can't maintain certain things under control, appearance wise... so only determined people can see me. And damn these people don't notice anything. GIANT clouds of darkness surrounded the school, true dark energy surrounding everyone, and they THOUGHT it was CLOUDY. GOD! Eh.... NO, there was a central focus of the energy... but did anyone mind? No. They thought it would RAIN. Lucky for ME, I guess, but.... -___- PEOPLE. What kind of guardians are you if you can't even perceive and trace energy at their source.
On the other hand, I slapped him! That made me so happy! And it wasn't your average slap... oh No, I took some impulse, as if I were swinging a bat and I imprinted all my nice five fingers into his face. Why? Because he's an.... A-S-S HOLEeeeeeeeeeeee
Since that moment I've been like a piece of ice with him. When I've got papers to handle, I leave them under his door and I've basically made a point of completely erasing him from my head, which in the past I've been known for being good at. I H-A-T-E him.... Erasing those feelings of HATE I have for him, will be a tad bit harder to vanish, but I'm sure nothing's impossible for ME.
The stupid "chocostix" idea. Right. Valentine's.... RIGHT. My initial instinct is to disappear for that day................................. -___-; my REAL instinct is to FLIRT like hell one week before that day so that I get tons and TONS of chocolate. I can't HELP it, I love chocolate.... my blood calls for it, craves it... needs it... And don't get me started on Nutella.... NUTELLA... Ahhh...
So anyways, I've made my decision, and I'm going to flirt twice as much as I originally would do with guys, pretty flirt, nice flirt... nice Ashley, with tons of hearts Ashley, filled with good feelings Ashley... ALL FOR THE CHOCOLATEEE!! THE END JUSTIFIES the MEANS! HAHA! Give me my chocolate and THEN disappear! ....
Sorry.... =) I lost it a minute there.
And now a serious moment...
Draven's very worried about me. He says this mission might not exactly be the best for me. He was talking to me about going home and forgetting about this and sending someone else. I didn't get mad, I understand what he means and why he said it. He's my dearest friend and he knows what's going through my head and what's not. However, there's no turning back.
1. I'm the only one who can do this
2. I CAN do this
3. I'm willing to give my life for it
4. I live for it
No doubt about it, then. I can certainly do it and I most certainly will.
--- Serious moment over -----
COULD THE OTHER GUARDIANS BE ANY MORE PROBLEMATIC? Veronique, Christian, Ivan, Caterina, Michelangelo, Eric, Lucille.... GOD I'm going TO KILL THEM ALL. Caterina... YOU're included. -___-
I might prove myself wrong. I said I wouldn't get involved with ANYONE knowing that I wasn't sure about my feelings. I try to be very careful with that...
... but, I think there MIGHT be something.
... but it's Rocky business ;)
What happened on Wednesday? Oh, I was sick, but not your average type of sick... I was enveloped in true, skin burning, body devouring pain. Thank God, though, Leo personally dropped by the Academy to take care of me. (Apparently Draven gave him something to teleport and he was there ASAP). Draven was there with me too, though he couldn't stay very long, due to obvious reasons. So, for most of the day I faced the pain on my own, not being able to move, or do anything at all. When I get THIS sick I can't maintain certain things under control, appearance wise... so only determined people can see me. And damn these people don't notice anything. GIANT clouds of darkness surrounded the school, true dark energy surrounding everyone, and they THOUGHT it was CLOUDY. GOD! Eh.... NO, there was a central focus of the energy... but did anyone mind? No. They thought it would RAIN. Lucky for ME, I guess, but.... -___- PEOPLE. What kind of guardians are you if you can't even perceive and trace energy at their source.
On the other hand, I slapped him! That made me so happy! And it wasn't your average slap... oh No, I took some impulse, as if I were swinging a bat and I imprinted all my nice five fingers into his face. Why? Because he's an.... A-S-S HOLEeeeeeeeeeeee
Since that moment I've been like a piece of ice with him. When I've got papers to handle, I leave them under his door and I've basically made a point of completely erasing him from my head, which in the past I've been known for being good at. I H-A-T-E him.... Erasing those feelings of HATE I have for him, will be a tad bit harder to vanish, but I'm sure nothing's impossible for ME.
The stupid "chocostix" idea. Right. Valentine's.... RIGHT. My initial instinct is to disappear for that day................................. -___-; my REAL instinct is to FLIRT like hell one week before that day so that I get tons and TONS of chocolate. I can't HELP it, I love chocolate.... my blood calls for it, craves it... needs it... And don't get me started on Nutella.... NUTELLA... Ahhh...
So anyways, I've made my decision, and I'm going to flirt twice as much as I originally would do with guys, pretty flirt, nice flirt... nice Ashley, with tons of hearts Ashley, filled with good feelings Ashley... ALL FOR THE CHOCOLATEEE!! THE END JUSTIFIES the MEANS! HAHA! Give me my chocolate and THEN disappear! ....
Sorry.... =) I lost it a minute there.
And now a serious moment...
Draven's very worried about me. He says this mission might not exactly be the best for me. He was talking to me about going home and forgetting about this and sending someone else. I didn't get mad, I understand what he means and why he said it. He's my dearest friend and he knows what's going through my head and what's not. However, there's no turning back.
1. I'm the only one who can do this
2. I CAN do this
3. I'm willing to give my life for it
4. I live for it
No doubt about it, then. I can certainly do it and I most certainly will.
--- Serious moment over -----
COULD THE OTHER GUARDIANS BE ANY MORE PROBLEMATIC? Veronique, Christian, Ivan, Caterina, Michelangelo, Eric, Lucille.... GOD I'm going TO KILL THEM ALL. Caterina... YOU're included. -___-
I might prove myself wrong. I said I wouldn't get involved with ANYONE knowing that I wasn't sure about my feelings. I try to be very careful with that...
... but, I think there MIGHT be something.
... but it's Rocky business ;)
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What the hell did I do nowww!!!???
:<
~hides~
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