As I had said in my PREVIOUS entry, Drafo came by. I admit it. It had been such a long time since we had physically seen each other that I was extremely happy. While he was here, I called him 'Draven', name I usually give when he uses his 'human' form. He spent some hours next to me, watching the whole student area. At about 7:00 pm he went with me to my dorm. How did he do it, you wonder? Well, he’s a very powerful being, which enables him to travel freely unnoticed sometimes. This occasion was no exception. I don’t think anyone noticed him going into the room anyways.
Draven has been with me ever since either can remember. In a way… you could call him my personal guardian and he’s always made sure to take care of me. “TAKE CARE OF ME”. Right. When we were kids he realized I didn’t exactly need protection, save from myself, he used to tease. One day, when we were teenagers, he held my hand and kissed it.
“They jinxed me in this job.” He said back then
“Why do you say?” I whispered, frowning slightly
“You never needed protection to start with.”
Those words always circled my head; and I remember them still, I have a PRETTY good memory.
Truth is… that the only time we weren’t ‘together’, was when I became HIS (Kaine's) girlfriend. I knew Draven was dead jealous. He got pissed at me, we didn’t speak much anymore and when we DID see each other, we just fought. It could be a stupid argument, but we would let it get to us. Still, EVEN through this stage, he called me all the time. You can really say we were never apart then. And I trust him…. The one person I can say I trust with MY LIFE.
When I broke down, I locked myself entirely from the world. However, he stood right outside the door, waiting, whispering through, and trying to get to me every day. He knew what I felt; he could feel my pain, that’s how strong our link is… sometimes it even hurts. When I came back to my senses, his, was the first face I saw.
This isn’t really important. What I want to highlight is the fact that we’re each like one side of the same coin. Whether it was destined… or made… fact is, he’s the only kinda ‘family’ I have left. We’re NOT family, and we don’t want to be… jeez with all the things that have happened between us, if we had been family it would’ve been a crime.
And this is the part where I admit what happened…. Draven wasn’t my first kiss or anything like that. However, we used to play around all the time afterwards… hugs, little kisses, teasing… This is embarrassing but we even practiced one or two things. Ah! I KNOW I’m a bitch. It must seem unfair that I know he loves me and I don’t feel the same way about him; yet we do things just for the hell of it. He doesn’t seem to mind one bit. Long ago he confided in me:
“I know that it’s unrequited love, Ashes.” He laughed. “I envy Kaine…” he was still alive back then “…because he gets to have you completely. You adore that man and there’s nothing I can do about it. Anyways… this is dumb.” He stared at me “Our kinds can never mix, by sacred law; I guess I always dreamt that you and I would be the exception. It’s okay though… I’m good. I’m just happy to be here with you.”
Damn it, that dragon.
Pfft. Afterwards he got into VARIOUS relationships of all kinds and we used to talk about them. Best friends.
After Kaine died, Draven didn’t try anything. He was just with me.
A few years later, though… we… tried a little bit of everything. Sex with Draven wasn’t like the sex with Kaine at all. It was just plain teasing and having fun and it was very easy. It wasn’t HOT or STEAMY, or “THIS WAS LIKE EXPERIMENTING DEATH ARR!” NO… none of that. It was more like a game, as if we were playing.
We never dated. We would’ve killed one another. He knew me too well and I knew HIM too well. It would’ve been a HUGE mistake to get together. In fact, you could tell just how things were between us, judging by the levels of jealousy. NEITHER was jealous of the other. We could fuck with the whole world, and then we’d get together and just have sex ourselves and laugh at the others. Haha! How mean!
“The good thing of us…” he said, staring at me “…is that we take it lightly, we’re like each other’s relief…”
“PFFt! You’re just my stupid dragon, fuck buddy, TRYING to do something, but believe me… I barely know when it’s in there… most of the time I’m just pretending… sorry to break it up to you…”
It was like that. It’s ALWAYS been like that. It’s just PLAIN teasing. I LOVE flirting, and I love TEASING even more. Draven and I later had other relationships and stuff, TRUE, but we would learn most of the ‘techniques’ practicing ourselves. But that’s just EMBARRASSING and I won’t talk about THAT.
It’s just fun. Ah… when we could forget the problems and just BE ourselves… no hiding, no masking the truth… none of that. That’s what he reminds me off.
Point is… last night he came by and he listened intently to all I had to say. He can’t be with me right now, because of obvious reasons in the human world. I missed him so much! One second he was hugging me, saying goodbye, the other second we had done it….
It shocked US. It was fast and NEEDY.
Afterwards, he laughed “RIGHT….”
I laughed too. “Whao. You’ve gotten better with time.”
He quirked an eyebrow “I’m like good wine, princess.”
I slammed a pillow into his face. “Thanks for the service, do I pay you Cash or credit card?’
“Do you even HAVE a credit card?”
“NO…” I laughed
“Cheater.” He kissed me and stood up, putting his pants on.
I smiled at him. “I luv ya, you stupid dragon, you.”
He gave me a peck in the lips. “Luv ya too, bratty princess. Too bad this is all sex and nothing else, huh?”
“YOU ARE GOOD AT SOMETHING OTHER THAN SEX!?”
HE threw ME a pillow. “Take care, Ashes.”
“Always, Draven.”
He said goodbye to me then. I was really happy. I’m going to miss him, but it’s alright. He’s a stupid dragon after all. ^^
Draven has been with me ever since either can remember. In a way… you could call him my personal guardian and he’s always made sure to take care of me. “TAKE CARE OF ME”. Right. When we were kids he realized I didn’t exactly need protection, save from myself, he used to tease. One day, when we were teenagers, he held my hand and kissed it.
“They jinxed me in this job.” He said back then
“Why do you say?” I whispered, frowning slightly
“You never needed protection to start with.”
Those words always circled my head; and I remember them still, I have a PRETTY good memory.
Truth is… that the only time we weren’t ‘together’, was when I became HIS (Kaine's) girlfriend. I knew Draven was dead jealous. He got pissed at me, we didn’t speak much anymore and when we DID see each other, we just fought. It could be a stupid argument, but we would let it get to us. Still, EVEN through this stage, he called me all the time. You can really say we were never apart then. And I trust him…. The one person I can say I trust with MY LIFE.
When I broke down, I locked myself entirely from the world. However, he stood right outside the door, waiting, whispering through, and trying to get to me every day. He knew what I felt; he could feel my pain, that’s how strong our link is… sometimes it even hurts. When I came back to my senses, his, was the first face I saw.
This isn’t really important. What I want to highlight is the fact that we’re each like one side of the same coin. Whether it was destined… or made… fact is, he’s the only kinda ‘family’ I have left. We’re NOT family, and we don’t want to be… jeez with all the things that have happened between us, if we had been family it would’ve been a crime.
And this is the part where I admit what happened…. Draven wasn’t my first kiss or anything like that. However, we used to play around all the time afterwards… hugs, little kisses, teasing… This is embarrassing but we even practiced one or two things. Ah! I KNOW I’m a bitch. It must seem unfair that I know he loves me and I don’t feel the same way about him; yet we do things just for the hell of it. He doesn’t seem to mind one bit. Long ago he confided in me:
“I know that it’s unrequited love, Ashes.” He laughed. “I envy Kaine…” he was still alive back then “…because he gets to have you completely. You adore that man and there’s nothing I can do about it. Anyways… this is dumb.” He stared at me “Our kinds can never mix, by sacred law; I guess I always dreamt that you and I would be the exception. It’s okay though… I’m good. I’m just happy to be here with you.”
Damn it, that dragon.
Pfft. Afterwards he got into VARIOUS relationships of all kinds and we used to talk about them. Best friends.
After Kaine died, Draven didn’t try anything. He was just with me.
A few years later, though… we… tried a little bit of everything. Sex with Draven wasn’t like the sex with Kaine at all. It was just plain teasing and having fun and it was very easy. It wasn’t HOT or STEAMY, or “THIS WAS LIKE EXPERIMENTING DEATH ARR!” NO… none of that. It was more like a game, as if we were playing.
We never dated. We would’ve killed one another. He knew me too well and I knew HIM too well. It would’ve been a HUGE mistake to get together. In fact, you could tell just how things were between us, judging by the levels of jealousy. NEITHER was jealous of the other. We could fuck with the whole world, and then we’d get together and just have sex ourselves and laugh at the others. Haha! How mean!
“The good thing of us…” he said, staring at me “…is that we take it lightly, we’re like each other’s relief…”
“PFFt! You’re just my stupid dragon, fuck buddy, TRYING to do something, but believe me… I barely know when it’s in there… most of the time I’m just pretending… sorry to break it up to you…”
It was like that. It’s ALWAYS been like that. It’s just PLAIN teasing. I LOVE flirting, and I love TEASING even more. Draven and I later had other relationships and stuff, TRUE, but we would learn most of the ‘techniques’ practicing ourselves. But that’s just EMBARRASSING and I won’t talk about THAT.
It’s just fun. Ah… when we could forget the problems and just BE ourselves… no hiding, no masking the truth… none of that. That’s what he reminds me off.
Point is… last night he came by and he listened intently to all I had to say. He can’t be with me right now, because of obvious reasons in the human world. I missed him so much! One second he was hugging me, saying goodbye, the other second we had done it….
It shocked US. It was fast and NEEDY.
Afterwards, he laughed “RIGHT….”
I laughed too. “Whao. You’ve gotten better with time.”
He quirked an eyebrow “I’m like good wine, princess.”
I slammed a pillow into his face. “Thanks for the service, do I pay you Cash or credit card?’
“Do you even HAVE a credit card?”
“NO…” I laughed
“Cheater.” He kissed me and stood up, putting his pants on.
I smiled at him. “I luv ya, you stupid dragon, you.”
He gave me a peck in the lips. “Luv ya too, bratty princess. Too bad this is all sex and nothing else, huh?”
“YOU ARE GOOD AT SOMETHING OTHER THAN SEX!?”
HE threw ME a pillow. “Take care, Ashes.”
“Always, Draven.”
He said goodbye to me then. I was really happy. I’m going to miss him, but it’s alright. He’s a stupid dragon after all. ^^
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