The title itself is probably subject to confusion.
No. I'm not going anywhere.
It's just a formal goodbye, a mental farewell to those that have left and won't return.
A lot of people played key parts in allowing me to surpass myself. Most of them have passed on, and I'm kinda angry at them. It's very tough being left behind. Maybe I had to check that their passing would be followed by a trail of dignity and honor upon their names; but still, it's very hard to see all these valuable souls disappear into the unavoidable clash of our fate. I hate it. Staying here, without them, it feels so sad. However, a good reason to continue was given to me, and for such... the goodbye isn't as bad as it would be in other occassions. To them, it's not even a goodbye, it's a "see you later".... And I hope it's a "SEE YOU VERY LATER" kind of thing. hahaha.
Goodbye.
Yeah... to you too. This is all about me, about how I don't want to be secluded from my own self anymore. This is about vengeance and rage and not needing you. So goodbye, it was fun.
They say the heart needs not what the mind considers nonexisting. I completely agree. And keeping to exist, annoying me, is an easily solved problem, I've never had an issue with freeing myself from feelings before; especcially if to do so, I have to kill... now killing excites me. It always does and always will.
Goodbye.
Yeah... to you guys too. Though you've thought we were something we never were, it's time to realize it's never going to be. Believe me. I'm sorry I'm meant to do something you'll never forgive me for. But you guys won't stop me, hell... no one will.
Still... this would be too sad if I were just saying goodbye and goodbye....
Hello.
To you. You've gave me an opportunity in seeking something worth protecting. To you I say hello, please love me, because I'll say it many times, "I love you".
I bet you're all confused who I'm saying goodbye and hello to xD HAHAH! Pfft! You'll never know! Mua ha! <-- part of me that hasn't slept a wink for days (Literally!)
No. I'm not going anywhere.
It's just a formal goodbye, a mental farewell to those that have left and won't return.
A lot of people played key parts in allowing me to surpass myself. Most of them have passed on, and I'm kinda angry at them. It's very tough being left behind. Maybe I had to check that their passing would be followed by a trail of dignity and honor upon their names; but still, it's very hard to see all these valuable souls disappear into the unavoidable clash of our fate. I hate it. Staying here, without them, it feels so sad. However, a good reason to continue was given to me, and for such... the goodbye isn't as bad as it would be in other occassions. To them, it's not even a goodbye, it's a "see you later".... And I hope it's a "SEE YOU VERY LATER" kind of thing. hahaha.
Goodbye.
Yeah... to you too. This is all about me, about how I don't want to be secluded from my own self anymore. This is about vengeance and rage and not needing you. So goodbye, it was fun.
They say the heart needs not what the mind considers nonexisting. I completely agree. And keeping to exist, annoying me, is an easily solved problem, I've never had an issue with freeing myself from feelings before; especcially if to do so, I have to kill... now killing excites me. It always does and always will.
Goodbye.
Yeah... to you guys too. Though you've thought we were something we never were, it's time to realize it's never going to be. Believe me. I'm sorry I'm meant to do something you'll never forgive me for. But you guys won't stop me, hell... no one will.
Still... this would be too sad if I were just saying goodbye and goodbye....
Hello.
To you. You've gave me an opportunity in seeking something worth protecting. To you I say hello, please love me, because I'll say it many times, "I love you".
I bet you're all confused who I'm saying goodbye and hello to xD HAHAH! Pfft! You'll never know! Mua ha! <-- part of me that hasn't slept a wink for days (Literally!)
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Kaine: yeah actually, that would be lovely... COULD you SPECIFY? ~narrows eyes~
And just in case I haven't made it clear... Ashley... Princess Ashley... dear dear monkey sweetie Ashley... don't for ONE SECOND doubt... that like it or not, I'll be your first... and your last.
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